Assalamualaykum warahmatuLLAh.

Sabar. Patience.

Since starting working, my definition of those things have been drastically changed.My nature of being a human is truly tested. If before, it would've took a mountain before I can be cranky.. but now, I'm much more impatience than ever.

Flabergasted by the fact, I'm starting to contemplate about myself.

Lapar, masih boleh bersabar

Tak cukup tidur, masih bersabar lagi.

Berkejar ke sana ke mari ( and if possible, splitting myself into two or three or buat tajuu kage bunshin no jutsu so that I can be in multiple places at a time,) masih boleh bersabar lagi.

Being bleeped over and over again by nurses, over small shitty tiny little stupid things, masih boleh bersabar lagi.

Being bugged by para VHI positive ( private and high class) people about how they should be treated with special extra care, masih boleh senyum dan sabar lagi, ....walaupun almost at the edge...

but as those little things piled up... skala kesabaran ku goes bleep bleep with red signal.. macam super mario yang dah nak habis nyawa.

haihh....syiezha san.. ganbare mas.

Sabar itu bukanlah sekadar perkara yang kita borak-borak dalam kelas agama, dalam ceramah or dalam usrah macam dulu kala.

Sabar itu satu praktikal.

Sabar itu ujian dari Tuhan

Sabar itu anugerah.

Sabar itu tak semudah kata.

Sabar itu separuh dari iman.

Andai sabar itu mudah diperoleh. Sudah tentu iman itu mudah dijual beli.

Sabar itu perkara besar.

Oh Alangkah.

Allah, anugerahkan daku kesabaran.

titik.