Assalamualaykum warahmatuLLah..

Another long weekend had just passed. And to my amazement, I survived! AlhamduliLLAH.

Huhu.. being stucked in the hospital since 1200 on Saturday and only went back home on Monday at 1730, made my mind go on autopilot mode. Terasa macam otak terasa numb. By monday morning, i felt like my head go weng-weng, post call jet lag , i call it. My other colleague asked me, *dengan nada innocent mereka*,

" where did you fly to? I knew you went to London last weekend, you shouldn't have jet lag from short haul flight"

rase nak jerit kat telinge dia.." Baaka! i'm having the jet lag from being too long in the hospital. ha-ha. such a horrible long haul long hours flight!"

By the time ku kuar dari pintu hospital, matahari terasa sangat menyilaukan.

and ah juga, tidak ketinggalan nurse-nurse yang sangat menyampahkan mula mengulang-ngulang soalan dan jawapan macam mesin penjawab telefon yang telah merosak. kepala ku pusing. wuhuhu. mujurlah clinical judgement ku masih lagi di tahap tidak merbahayakan.

How on earth such long working hours would be compatible with human life? Allahu a'lam.

Tidak tahu kebodohan macam apakah yang difikirkan para pengatur shift-shift oncall di sini. Sepatutnye die ajar kami jadi robot dan install butang auto pilot pada pusat kami masa medical school dulu! haihhh...

Anyway,

despite all that - being so natural for a tiny little human like me to complaint.. i had such a great weekend learning new stuffs on the ward.

Encountered Supraventricular Tachycardia yang sangat mengobviouskan, not responding to adenosine x 2.. dan akhirnye verapamil menjadik the wonder drung! ha-ha. ( this might sound so lame, tapi kurasa cool sebab setelah macam nak patah pinggang tolak Crash Trolley yang sangat berat tu sebanyak dua kali, akhirnye berjaya jugak ku reset jantung pakcik tu kepada sinus rhythm. alhamduliLLAH.. despite nak kate pemalas punye nurse, tak kesian langsung kat intern yang kecik ni menolak crash trolley sorang-sorang!! )

and few other interesting cases on the ward and admitted through casualty yang agak menarik. Not to forget, high dependcy unit yang macam graveyard on Sunday night. As i was called to pronounce the death of this man, satu gerombolan keluarga macam pasukan bola sepak menunggu bersama-sama priestnya untuk amalan-amalan doa diorang untuk si mati. Dalam cuak-cuak tu ( eventhough dah pronounce death berkali-kali), rasa macam nadi pakcik tu kuat giler. Padahal, ia adalah my own heart beat yang berdebar-debar macam orang berlari seratus meter selama satu saat. takut?  tak gak kot... maybe nervous sikit.

oh.

jam sudah pukul 12 tgh malam.

and i keep on and on typing this rojak nonsense in my blog.

After all. this is post call jet lag.

As i named it.

i'm in dire need for sleep.

As tomorrow will start with more unpredictable mind challenging cases.

fullstop.

wassalam