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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Assalamualaykum warahmatuLLAh..
huhu.. despite my resolution to start over writing in this blog again.. usaha-usaha kecilku masih terbengkalai.
kalau nak diungkapkan alasan.. banyak yang boleh ditulis..
tapi akhirnya, berbalik jugak pada keazaman yang tak begitu mantap ni..
huhu..
and my days passes by, bergerak in auto-pilot mode.
1. cucuk salur darah orang (cannulation, venesection et al)
2. menjolok tekak orang ( bronchoscopy)
3. tangan berfungsi sebagai scanner kepada beberapa objek asing dan luarbiasa di tubuh-tubuh orang...
4. kaki untuk berlari sepantas kilat kuasa dua untuk mengejar cardiac arrest call
5. jurus menjuluk bu*t*t di malam-malam hari (PR exam)
6. dsb
7.dsb
and the list goes on.
oh! sungguh tidak memberangsangkan..
Ya Allah,
beri ilham dan kebaikan atas semua amalan ni.
ameen.
~~ yosh. di bumi asing ini, aku takkan mengalah lagi... (kot?) (^-^) ganbare mas!!~~
Posted at 04:41 pm by aNaMusLimAh
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
assalamualaykum warahmatullaH..
wah.. agaknyer telah dua tahun tak mengupdate blog.. akhirnye diri feels like doing it again.. wuhuhu.. hopefully lepas ni istiqamah sket...
yosh. will write a bit more the day after tomorrow..
esok oncall.. kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
Posted at 09:52 pm by aNaMusLimAh
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Assalamualaykum WarahmatuLLAH..
It's been a while since I wrote anything in this blog. The essence of writing seems like fading away in my hectic life (read: trying to be a diligent medical student). Funnily enough, I've been trying to jot down a few words in the past few months but ended up like a half-way trash written entry and ended up as drafts. I don't know wether it'll be resumed or just left in the draft. Just in case the issues were still significant with the current situation, perhaps, it might be of use again.
I admit, I've been trying to make excuses, and even avoid the questions..whenever my friends asked me, "when will you write again?" Or "How's your blog doing these days?" i might then replied with a silent answer. And I hope those questions will fade with time.
However, I really adores those who can continuosly write, no matter where they are, in what condition they are in, and how busy their lives seems to be. Yet, I might just say, I'm another loser, an expert in doing a half-done job. (bravo!)
Ah, the next big thing coming. I guess I must write this down somehow. The finals from Trinity College are going to have their exams starting tomorrow, until 26 April. And after that, they'll officially announced as doctors, insyaALLAH. I really hope they'll pass with flying colours, and score as much points as they can. Ameen,
(and at the moment, i have this sick feeling in my stomach, just wondering what would it feel for me, in the next 12 months.. it will be my turn then.. huhu..)
that's all for now i presume. no better than having nothing written.
...cry if you must, and ease the pain.. and live life with full faith. ALLAH always there for you......
Posted at 07:26 pm by aNaMusLimAh
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
Current issue on the "provocative" speech from Pope Benedict XVI was
really a fire in the ashes- to certain people. However looking back to
the reality of the underlying fact made me wonder. Why are Muslim these
days reacting to this kind of issue so seriously. When I said " so
seriously", what I meant is- by demonstrating and manifesting their
anger by all sort of " terroristic" action e.g shouting out rude words
and burning up things. For me, this is so unnecessary and does
not bring any benefit to clear the air. By acting this way, it is
just another way to support and justify the Non Muslim claims
that muslims are all living in an "evil and barbaric ideology of life."
As long as I remembered, the non-muslim attitude of throwing biting
words towards the muslim is not a new thing. It is just unnecessary for
me to remind you guys (readers) about the many things happened to our
beloved Prophet (peace be upon him). About all the ill deeds done to
him by the musyrikeen and about all the cursed that RasuluLLAh attained
from them. But what I'm stressing is.. Is there by any chance, ever..
even once that RasuluLLAh is mad, and angry about this? Is there any
sunnah from him to burn things when you are unhappy about others'
words? Is there any kind of rebellious act that RasuluLLAH
portray when somebody tortured and cursed him?
The answer is an absolute NO!! So what did our beloved Prophet (peace
be upon him) did when somebody hurts his feeling? SubhanAllah, Prophet
Muhammad (pbuh), the greatest creature of ALLAH never once take a
revenge on the one hurting him. The beauty of patience portrayed by
RasuluLLAH was as pure as ever. Never once the desire to payback their
ill deeds had ever crossed his mind.
For example, once a Badwi arab guy, whom RasuluLLAH owed some money
from came to RasuluLLAH and grab him by his collar- rudely
ask for the money. Umar came and wanted to slaughtered the man for
good, But RasuluLLAh stopped Umar and asked Umar to pay for the debt
with courteous.
There are infinite
examples of how RasuluLLAh handle the provocations- and never once did
he taught us to develop hatred and anger inside ourselves.
Narrated by Abu Hurairah r.a, " A man asked the Prophet (pbuh)," Advise
me."The Prophet said," Do not become angry". And the man asked the same
question again and again, and RasuluLLAH repeated the same answer for
few times." Do not become angry" (Collected by al-Bukhari).
So, what is going on in the world today? What had happened to the
holistic teachings of RasuluLLAH? Why aren't we the muslims practice it
as a total? Why on earth should we burn things and shout out rude words
in demonstration just to show off how angry we are about the countless
fitnah from the kafir? Is it obvious.. that when we, the muslim reacted
so violently towards these issue- we are just giving a good evidence
that muslim like to react violently - or more accurate -
"terrorist-like" manner? ( Human beings- are creature of weakness, we
need ALLAH for strenght. We tend to forgot things, simple things and
even the crucial things such as RasuluLLAh's way of life. May ALLAH the
most Merciful forgive our sins and forgetfullness. And streghten us
with the practicality of Islamic teachings)
So dear sahabah, I'm writing here to share my point of view on how we
should react on matter like this. I'm hoping that my view is parallel
with the teachings of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) and not intertwined by
the evil nafs (self desires). For me, the actual way to react is by : - Be
patient. As-Sobrun Jamil- Patience is beautiful. As-sobru fi marratal
ula. (patience is at the first time (directly after something
inflicting us)
- Upon hearing such words, we should
istighfar, and ask for ALLAH forgivenesss as this matter might arise
because of our own weakneess- not fullfilling the Caliph's task to
spread the beauty of Islam in the right way.
- Then we should
say solawat upon RasuluLLAH as many as possible- this matter might be
happening because most of us do not remember him everyday, even worst,
not practising his sunnah in even the smallest task in daily routine
e.g reciting the doa after waking up in the morning.
- It is
okay to demonstrate your feelings toward the matter- how you disagree
with the statement- but not with violent act, rather by saying it in
the nicest way, preserving the courtesy. .Just remember, ALLAH had
teach us how-
"Invite
(all) to the way of your Lord with wisdom and beautiful preaching, and
argue with them with the ways that are best and most gracious. For your
Lord know best, who have strayed from His path nad who receives
guidance" (An-Nahl:125).
Lastly, " IT'S OKAY TO BE MAD, BUT THE MORE IMPORTANT THING IS HOW WE HANDLE IT, AND HOW WE MANIFEST IT - THE REAL ISLAMIC WAY"
Posted at 09:11 am by aNaMusLimAh
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tanda-tanda anda bayi tahun 80-an
Dah lamer yang amat tak update blog.. tetibe jumpe satu benda yang menarik... ahaha.. kita dah tuaaa...[ajal bakal menjelma...]
Tanda-tanda anda bayi tahun 80-an:
kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force,
Transformers, Thundercats,
Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, gaban
n Mickey Mouse.
Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask,
Smurfs dan Voltron.
berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah
rendah?...hmm, mesti pegang cawan
warna-warni kan. mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn
classmates semua kat seblah...
ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list
dentist appointment.
Pastu bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik
sebelah. ada gigi yang
berlubang, kene laa tampal.
ni sure korang igt...program minum susu di skolah.
nak galakkan budak2 time
tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb...
cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris
panjang warna kuning tu. pukul
tapak tangan...kan?
semangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 50 sen jek
kat kantin.
time skolah menengah, korang sure beli kasut
skolah Bata BM Turbo atau Pallas Jazz.
ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china
tu...ada yang suka stoking
tebal laaa...
internet? email? Menda alah ape tu?
CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr..
Tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je.
kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee ,
Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding
Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die,
'telur' keras warna warni, 'rokok' chewing gum,
KIKI Bubble Gum.
tak dilupakan, 'Ti Kam'.
bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la,
Happy Family laa dlm class.
tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali.
boleh beli aiskrim ngan apek
kat luar skola tuh...
lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan
keje skolah, jom kita
pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan
Tambahan (RMT) mesti kluar awal.
lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan
Jasmani, PJ. main bola laa,
rounders laa...
permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban,
penutup botol, batang
aiskrim, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', 'Police &
Sentry', main kejar2 duduk...
kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang
tube aiskrim, ada byk2 color tu.
kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2
die!
lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni
pun kita main dulu ni.
baling2 kapur laa.
hmm...budak2 skarang,
bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu
'We Are the World, We Are the Children...'
dan lagu 'Uptown Girl' yang diorg
tau,
yg Westlife nyanyi....bkn Billy Joel nyanyi...
bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni,
dan ade satu je Vietnam.
AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir.
CD pun wujud time diorg lahir.
Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu.
Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu
filem2 baru.
Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk
sebuah komputer.
Diorg tak penah tau pun 'Atari' dgn 'Game &
Watch'.
Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih...
dan diorg skarang tak reti nak
switch on TV kalau xde remote control.
dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh
survive dkt universiti tanpa
handphone...
hmm...jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:
1. korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni,
dan korg sure tersenyum
2. kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite
dah kawin
3. korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main
komputer, selamba je
4. kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah
menengah guna handphone
5. kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui
telefon lagi setiap hari
6. bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke
semasa, seronok bile bersembang
pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite
alami mase dulu time kecik2,
nakal2 dulu...
7. last skali, bile dah bace testimonial ni, korang akan
terpikir utk forwardkan dkt member2 lame korg.
Sure diorg suke punye
laa...hehehe
Posted at 09:09 am by aNaMusLimAh
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Berundur,
tak bererti kalah
tak bererti tak bermaruah
tak bererti berhenti melangkah
tapi,
berhenti seketika cuma,
memberi ruang buat diri yang alpa
melihat menilai segala harga
yang kian lama dilupa.
Aku,
berundur dulu,
kerna kutahu,
di sana ada kebaikan buatmu.
QalamNeirysa
St James's Hospital
8:20 a.m
Posted at 08:15 am by aNaMusLimAh
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
31 March 2006- Histopathology and Morbid Anatomy 3 April 2006 - Clinical Pharmacology and Therapeutics 5 April 2006 - Clinical Microbiology 10 April 2006 - Pathology Practical 5 May 2006 - Viva Pharmacology (drug Kardex) Mohon doa sahabat-sahabat.. moga kami dipermudahkan dan mendapat ilham yang baik serta beroleh keberkatan dalam segala ilmu yang dipelajari
Posted at 06:56 pm by aNaMusLimAh
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
Ya ALLAH satukanlah hati-hati kami...
Assalamualaykum warahmatuLLAH, Sudah beberapa ketika diri ini memerhati keadaan sekeliling.. mencari jawapan kepada persoalan-persoalan yang sentiasa berlegar di ruang minda ini. Aneh, pelik dan semakin pelik.. Ke mana hilangnya 'izzah ISLAM itu?
Ke mana perginya quwwah yang selama ini bertaut kukuh pada jiwa ISLAM itu sendiri?
Kenapa Islam kini di pandang hina di sudut mata manusia sedang dulunya ISLAM itu gah dengan kehebatan ke seluruh dunia?
Soalan itu bertalu-talu, sedari dulu lagi ... lama kelamaan kutemui jawapannya di dalam Kitab Agung yang ternuzul kepada RasuluLLAH 1437 tahun yang lalu..Dan berpegang teguhlah kamu semuanya pada tali (agama)ALLAH dan janganlah kamu bercerai berai, dan ingatlah nikmat ALLAH ketika kamu dahulu (semasa jahiliyyah) bermusuh-musuh lalu ALLAH mempersatukan hati kamu sehingga dengan kurniaNYA kamu menjadi bersaudara, sedangkan kamu ketika itu berada di tepi jurang neraka, lalu ALLAH menyelamatkan kamu dari sana. demikian ALLAH menerangkan kepada kamu ayat-ayatNYA agar kamu mendapat petunjuk
(Ali imran 103)
Justeru tergambar-gambar di paparan kamera minda ini, akan realiti dan situasi kini yang rata-ratanya umat ISLAM saling bermusuhan, saling berebut harta dan pangkat, saling benci-membenci sesama sendiri. Si Arab Kuwait Benci kepada Si Arab Mesir, Si Melayu Johor Benci kepada Si Melayu Kelantan dan sebaliknya (maaf sedikit provokasi; tetapi ini adalah realiti) .. dan si Islam Syiah Benci kepada Si Islam Sunni, begitu pula berlakunya di dalam realiti yang dikatakan Wahabism dan Ahlul Sunnah Wal Jamaa'ah. Apakah dengan memakai sikap sebegini mampu menjamin kita masuk ke syurga ALLAH? Apakah dengan membenci saudara seISLAM kita menjadikan kita lebih mulia di sisiNYA? Atau apakah dengan bermusuh sesama Muslim itu menjadikan kita lebih berkuasa ke atas kaum kuffar? Jawapannya, terpulang kepada kita semua untuk menilainya, terpulang untuk kita menimbang-nimbang, adakah sikap sebegitu telah menjahanamkan 'izzah ISLAM itu sendiri ataupun tidak.Dan renunglah kembali kepada kalimah suci yang terukir di lembaran al-maidah: Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Barangsiapa di antara kamu yang murtad(keluar) dari agamanya, maka kelak ALLAH akan mendatangkan suatu kaum:
1. Dia mencintai mereka dan mereka mencintaiNya,
2. dan bersikap lemah lembut terhadap orang-orang yang beriman
3. tetapi bersikap keras terhadap orang-orang kafir,
4. yang berjihad di jalan ALLAH
5. dan yang tidak takut pada celaan orang yang mencela.
Itulah kurnia Allah yang diberikanNya kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki. Dan Allah maha luas pemberianNya, Maha Mengetahui.
(al-Maidah 54)
Lantas, terasa sayu kerna terpukul dek realiti kini, di mana umat Islam yang ada di antaranya mengaku mereka pejuang ISLAM, Mujahid pembangkit agama terus-terusan diserang penyakit mazmumah di hati masing-masing, membenci sesama muslim dan alangkah lebih teruknya lagi, merasa diri itu mulia berbanding insan lain. Pertelingkahan di antara insan " pengisi kemenangan Islam" terus berleluasa, dari dahulu, kini dan selamanya.
Usah merenung jauh, kita lihat sendiri sahaja pada realiti di tanah air, bagaimana Jemaah A dan Jemaah B bertelingkah, dan Jemaah C pula berada di atas pagar, dan tiada usaha untuk mengislahkan antara kedua saudara yang bertengkar itu. Sedangkan telah di perintahkan Ilahi, "damaikanlah antara kedua saudara yang bermusuhan itu" ( Al-Hujurat: 9) .
Adakah masih layak kita menggelarkan diri kita muhahid wa mujahidah fi sabiliLLAH andai perintah ilahi itu dipandang sepi? Malah kita termasuk pula ke dalam golongan yang memusuhi saudaranya itu? LAYAKKAH KITA?
Maka, di sini, ana menghumbankan segala kesalahan ke bahu para syaitan yang bakal direjam, dan juga mengucap setinggi tahniah kepada syaitan-syaitan ini kerana telah berjaya menipu daya umat ISLAM kini. Ayuh, sahabat.. adakah kita masih lagi ingin membiarkan diri di tipu daya syaitan sehingga tidak nampak mana musuh sebenar, mana saudara seperjuangan. Ataupun kita memilih untuk bersatu sekalian umat Islam, bersama gelombang bernafas baru, kembali mendaulatkan ISLAM di muka bumi ini. Semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan urusan kita.. Ameen.
Allahu Ma'ana ( ALLAH BERSAMA-SAMA KAMI)
Allahu 'alam.
Al-faqirah ilaLLAH, Khadimul 'ilm.
- achik -
Posted at 06:12 am by aNaMusLimAh
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Friday, March 03, 2006
Kuntum Cinta Rabitah.. Bersemai di Dublin...
 p/s kredit to zayeedsyaheed sahabat lama yang telah bersama-sama mengharungi ranjau lebih 7 tahun kini.. semoga sama-sama thabat dan syaheed di jalanNya.. p/s 2: zai hang memang suka aku jadik cover girl ek.. wakakak..  
Posted at 06:20 am by aNaMusLimAh
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Friday, February 03, 2006
Manusia tu juga macam stetoskop...
Bila diaphragmnya rosak..
Bila diaphragmnye pecah..
satu benda tak dengar...
nak detect heart murmur pun dalam angan-angan je
nak detect crackles pun jangan diharap...
nak dengar bowel sound apatah lagi..
Manusia tu macam stetoscope jugak
Bila hati dah rosak...
Susah nak rasa manisnya iman tu..
Susah nak rasa getarnya hati..
Nak menangis apatah lagi...
tapi... harapan jangan sekali putus...
Macam stetoscope jugak..
bila diaphragm pecah
boleh ganti diaphragm baru...
kalau tak boleh pun..
boleh beli stetoscope baru..
Inikan pulak iman..
bila iman pudar..
bila tak rasa getarnya..
perbaharukan dengan amalan
zikruLLAh penguat hati..
Al-Qur'an penyembuh tanpa gagal
Andai...
Andai susah amat untuk dibaharui,
Mohon sahaja diganti dengan hati yang baru!
p/s tenkiu cik fai tolong belikan stetoscope..huhuh...
Posted at 12:27 am by aNaMusLimAh
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